We are in our years that are supposed to be easiest while TTC and yet it feels so difficult. Woke up to AF today.. it has officially been 7 months since we stopped “preventing” and 4 months of actively trying with tracking cycles/tracking ovulation. If this next cycle isn’t successful then we are going to go in for more testing to make sure everything is okay and maybe it just simply wasn’t our time. But that still doesn’t change the fact that it does suck because everything seems to be a reminder. Every time I go to the rest room while on my per!od it’s a reminder that I have an entire month before I know if I’ll be pregnant yet, every ovulation is the beginning of a 2 week mental spiral because I’m constantly feeling luteal phase symptoms and giving myself false hope that maybe THIS time it will end with pregnancy. Every cramp, every headache, every twinge in my lower back, everything reminds me. I know that people have tried for way longer than we have but again, it still sucks.